Cart| Thou shalt not covet thy Burger!!!! |
Happy Peaceful Healthy and Prosperous 2010 to anyone that may stumble across these words! I have to say, living in Ireland, in Offaly especially, we've had the blessing of a White Christmas, which for anyone who is a child at heart just like me, was a dream come true! It looked unbelievably beautiful. The nasty head colds and chest infection was a price I was more than willing to pay. And for me, the ideal closure to a long and I guess in some ways, productive 2009. For the year TEN, I am starting it off, as I should every year, with a positive outlook and although many people faced serious health problems, adverse weather conditions and financial woes, I hope we can all go forward with a hopeful and optimistic frame of mind. Difficult I know, but vital. Life is for living as they say and with a bit of good fortune I hope this opportunity will be around for a long long time to come. Okay, there's my boring formal rambling out of my system. I forgot to mention TEN should be a year for Fun also, cause laughter is essential of course! :o) In fact, along with a couple of other new year resolutions this is one I'm going to try to stick to. I should set my bedroom mirror up by the bedroom door so that every morning I see my reflection as I head out into the big bad world, which will send me into convulsions of laughter and set me up for the day. Onnnnly joking... That was a cruel act of self degradation. And the world is NOT big, nor bad. It's tiny. Beautiful and tiny. And sometimes cold, and more times wet. But always tiny. :) If you don't believe me, I got an awesome pressie at Christmas of a book about the Universe. And wow agus WEE!!!! (yes, pun intended, as always) Earth, our seemingly massive home, in comparison to the Universe, is equivalent to the size of a speck of dust inside an empty football stadium. And there may even be a trillion other Universes. I can't even wrap my brain around that notion! So, all in all, we are alive, but our problems are on a very small scale. Thank god for that. Yet strangely enough when I do look in the mirror I feel massive. And there's another one of my new years resolutions. Not to look in the mirror. Ah no, joking again. Sorry. I mean, I'm going on a serious "diet". I know I know, diets don't work 95% of the time, but this is a special diet. It's 30% food choice and 70% food perception. And what that means is, I am cutting out the reckless eating habits, like eating a big extra hot Indian chicken balti about ten minutes before I go to bed for example. But the main focus of this diet is my attitude towards food. The relationship I have or had with it. Like thinking you must finish EVERYTHING that's on your plate even when you're about to explode. I think it's something we subconsciously inherited after the famine. "Think of all the hungry kids in Africa" is a famous line we use. And before we know it, guilt is an emotion we closely associate with eating which is extremely unhealthy in itself. I think if I'm to address my own personal bad habits, I must first come to terms with some of the embarrassing home truths as to why I've treated food the way I have. It's this simple. I am, or WAS a comfort eater. And not only was I eating to fill a different type of hunger, I was abusing my digestive system in the process. And that's why I was getting I.B.S.(Irritable Bowel Syndrome), wicked heartburns and MOOBS! (of course we all know by now, 'moobs' is another word for man boobs.) Some guys might think that's a great thing, having tits in close proximity at all times, especially ones you don't need permission to touch, but I don't like the sensation of my chest jiggling when going over a bump in a car. That kinda sensation does funny things to your self-esteem. So, my relationship with food is to change, from last week. I guess you could say I haven't been showing food the love and respect it deserves. And yes, food needs love too!! It's so true. Food should be the product of love, prepared with love and acknowledged with love when its going down your gullet! This is not some drug induced hippie perspective here neither. It's a cold hard fact. You must love your food. And I always considered the affection I had for food was that of love and it really wasn't. I lusted after food. The thought of a big dirty quarter pounder burger with taco chips followed by a sexy chocolate milkshake was mouth-watering! And to make it worse, I wasn't getting enough fulfillment from the meals being served up at home, so I got into a the habit of paying for it and having it delivered to my door. (YES, we're still talking about food here) I was, unfaithful to my food. There you go, I confess. I'm a selfish pig! Ah no, no no no. Only joking. That's my third attempt at humor already. I think I'm taking my first resolution about fun too seriously. But aside from the pig comment, I mean everything else. I'm kicking skanky food to the curb. The only field I should be playing is in the vegetable garden. This is probably why we sometimes confuse desire for fulfillment with genuine hunger for food. Maybe these psychological functions are closely connected in the brain and get their wires crossed sometimes. Who knows these things? Annnywho... That's that. I'm beginning to fall IN LOVE with food again. And show my body the respect it deserves. This I think is the real key to a healthy and fun new year!? And THIS is the end of my slightly oversized first update of the year. ;o) PS - We're allowed a little food "treat" every once in a while! I mean, sometimes we need to spice things up a bit on the plate! *ahem* slan for now. Paddy (or 'Pea' for small.) xx Posted by paddy slattery on Tuesday, January 19, 2010 at 10:02 |
| The Write Stuff |
It's been a while since I updated my website, so I thought I'd drop by and currentify things up a bit. :) I've been practically hiding out the last couple of months, writing like the words are going out of style! Aside from socializing with some friends, and attending certain album launches from a certain Mr Wayne Brennan (.com) who released his amazing debut opus titled 'In My Hands'. That's about all the excitement I could handle lately. I'm really happy and confident in what I'm working on at the moment, which is a feature length script. Working title: 'What Draws Us' I won't go into detail, but in a nutshell, it's about two "street-wise" guys and an unsuspecting girl, who's lives become entwined through the most unlikely of circumstances. Each with very different backgrounds, this unconventional friendship will inevitably lead to some life-changing and sometimes soul-destroying realizations. It may have a running time of about 90 minutes, and will be Certified PG if I can manage to keep the swear words at bay! haha This is where I'm focusing my mind at the moment, but aside from the long-term projects, I have completed 4 other short scripts which I intend on making during the coming months. Getting financial backing however may be a challenge this time, cause the themes of these films are less than conventional I think. I'm trying to get a better understanding of life and society around me, and in order to do so, I feel I need to examine the less glamorous elements that ultimately shape our ideas of the world today. The last thing that interests me is the thought of writing a "Hollywood" friendly story, which sole purpose is superficial "switch-your-brain-off" entertainment. I want to write something evocative. Something profound. And most importantly, something artistically relavent. And I'll be completely honest, I am finding it difficult at times to source the inspiration and motivation. This unfortunately is one of my Achilles heels I fear. The idea that I'm wasting my time, and energy chasing a pipedream. Shockin negative altogether, but it's there nonetheless. Perhaps I need me a wee break from the deep thinking and go refresh my brain in an open field during a gale-force wind! :) ...........yes. Indeed that IS what I need!! I'm going to go and do just that! Adios amigos, and hope yall are havin a great year so far. Slow down days, summers almost over before its begun!! :) love light and peace. Paddy ps- I miss the gigging. I miss the craic at gigs with other musicians. Hmmm..... Might examine these thoughts later too. Ciao. Posted by paddy slattery on Tuesday, May 12, 2009 at 07:49 |
| 'Out of Tune' Film Premiere |
Thank you everyone for making last nights shortfilm premiere of 'Out of Tune' all the more special. Looking forward to the next blockbuster! Thank you to the Tullamore Court Hotel, for hosting a great show. Fergal Mcdonald (Offaly Film Board) for your support. Garret Daly (Mixedbag Media) for your wonderful tribute, and screening of 'Please Please' music video. Thank you to Damien Farrell (Leading actor) & Wayne Brennan (Film Composer/actor) for performing original music on the night. And John Slattery (MC) for your co-ordination. Oh, and also, Stephen "Speilberg" Tinclair (Continuity) for mastering the art of light and darkness. And finally, thank you to all the Cast and Film Crew for sharing this experience and making it a night we wont forget for a long time to come. Nothing left for me to say, other than........SEE YOU AT THE OSCARS!! (Film Stills available on bebo page. www.bebo.com/paddyslattery) Posted by paddy slattery on Saturday, March 07, 2009 at 14:09 |
| Wayne Brennan: An Intimate View |
May 1st 2009. A day that marks the launch of Wayne Brennan's much-anticipated and long awaited debut Album, 'In My Hands' Preceded by a Single release on February 27th titled 'Please Please' All music lovers should note this on your new calendars, for we're about to witness something a little bit special and unique. Something that doesn't happen too often in our music industry, from a performer with such a natural flare and confidence in his music. A rare talent that doesn't come along too often either. ....but there is more to this young man than meets the eye, or ear for that matter. Wayne Brennan is more than a musician, but an artist who creates vivid colour and depth with every brush stroke. His enigmatic style on guitar accompanied by his soul-soothing voice demonstrates a sense of inner calm and spiritual intellect. His canvas being the world he surrounds himself in. So, when asking what inspires such masterpieces, the answers are evident in his enthusiasm for life and love, which is reflected in his music. Further indication however, can be found in his intensely descriptive memories, which transport the imagination into a world of mystical and magical beauty. Weather it's taking a Summer stroll along the Grand Canal banks of his native hometown in Daingean, a treasure chest amongst the flat bog lands and green fields of Central Ireland, or traveling on a self-propelled boat around the Pontine Islands off the coast of Italy. There really is no concrete restriction for one who finds a home wherever his heart tends to dwell. And following his heart towards his dreams is one of Wayne's most intrinsic yet instinctive values. In summarizing his character in order to further understand his musical origins, I guess I would see him as a new age troubadour of sorts. Traveling the lesser trodden path of awareness on a quest for spiritual oneness perhaps. Quite and adventurous existence which has carried him on more than one occasion through the streets of Paris, as Wayne recalls the overwhelming scent of fresh fruit and vegetables on the open-air markets of Saint Michel, with the relentless hustle and bustle of passers-by, leaving him with a sense of awe and wonderment at a world so large in scale yet besieged in this cultural vibrancy. From there, he depicts a visual kaleidoscope, from the golden Riviera, with its welcoming outstretched coastline, to the mesmerizing image of a late night drive with the windows down, overlooking the Mediterranean, only visible now by the sound of waves painted silver by the moonlight. And then there's the vast landscapes of Andalusia in Spain, with its hills and valleys, homeland of the legendry fictional wandering character of Don Quixote. All this tantalization of the senses and fuel for his musical inspiration. And at no time was his trusted guitar and blank sheets of paper far from his side. What great testimony to put on Mother Natures CV. Without doubt these experiences have left a profound impression on Wayne's psyche, however, he does acknowledge his creative musical influences... from the likes of Hendrix, Knopfler, Marley, Clapton, Paco De Lucia and the Gypsy Kings, to name a few. Managing to incorporate a classical vibe, with a hint of flamenco, reggae and rock, lightly garnished with Wayne's own secret ingredient, we are left with a mouth-watering plethora of style. And a surefire recipe that will out-live the current trends we hear on our radios today. It's not surprising then to learn that word is filtering through the Irish and International music scene, as Wayne is being frequently invited along to Special Guest on stage with many renowned artists, like The Gypsy Kings, Brian Kennedy, Aslan, Natty Wailer, Mick Flannery, the incomparable Jack L, and The Coronas. Even modestly experiencing Top 20 chart success with his Independently released single 'And I Love' A firm favorite with legendry DJ Larry Gogan. An album for the ages, yet of a timeless age. 'In My Hands' which is Wayne's debut album is an eclectic array of intimate and awe-inspiring songs. And will be available online and in all good record stores Nationwide from May 1st 2009 For an even more intimate view on Wayne's whereabouts and whatabouts, please visit his home site at www.waynebrennan.com or www.myspace.com/waynebrennan If you haven't heard this guys music before then I take great pride in introducing you to the magic and mystery that is Wayne Brennan. Enjoy. © Copyright 2009 Posted by Paddy Slattery on Monday, February 02, 2009 at 18:59 |
| Reality…CHECK… PLEASE!! |
Hi all, This blog is going to give me a bout of déjà vu I fear. Last summer we had RAIN for weeks on end, and this year it’s shaping up to be the same. How exciting is that news!! I’ll be online booking a cheap holiday away to Cyprus or somewhere hot as soon as I finish this update! ;) (If I can afford it that is!) Judging by all this ‘Recession’ talk, I think it’s more than a ray of sunshine we’ll be needing in our lives. God, these are dull days indeed… Oh well, as they say… “Always look on the bright side of life!”. So on a lighter note…Ah… I’m tryna think of a lighter note I can put in here, but I can’t think of one. Damn…Ok. Now I know we’re not having much of a crop this year, but lets really try look on the bright side eh… The trees and grass are full of life and plumage!! The place looks beautiful, we can’t deny that! AND, although our bank accounts mightn’t be bursting at the seems, the river banks are overflowing, which is great for fishing. And and… We don’t need to be washing our 6 million cars as often in this weather! Yes, the same 6 million that’ll be going on auto trader very soon when we can’t afford to keep up our payments on them. PHEW, I knew there was a reason to be optimistic. Happy days!!! Right, enough of that before I depress myself or anyone that might read this. MUSIC STUFF Just in regards to my last brief message about my music… Well, I was seriously considering abandoning the whole gig scene, but after some great friendly advice from friends who have gone through the same hardships and endless politics in the game, I’ve decided not to make any rash decisions on a future that doesn’t even exist right now. I’m going to continue to do my thing, at my own pace, and just see what happens. In fact, I’ve got new material and I’m ready to record a new album, but not for commercial release. (Yes, I‘m going to give it away for free) I’m tired of all the ass-lickin that goes on in the music industry. It’s an absolute joke, because there’s thousands of amazingly talented musicians around the country, that will sadly never taste success due to their lack of financial or material desire. And because of this, record companies find it difficult to exploit their image and music. Well, to be honest, I’m delighted that bands like ‘The Aftermath’, ’Mundy’ and ‘The Pale’ are standing up to the suits that are dominating and destroying our music industry. And I’m glad to see more and more people realizing that the real success is the joy of performing and being treated with respect… rather than this ridiculous notion of fame and fortune. Something that only one in every 10,000, and not necessarily talented musicians may ever experience anyway. On the outside it does look bleak, but beneath the surface this country is awash with talent. I think we’re blessed with singers and storytellers right now. Thank god for myspace, that’s all I can say… And sooner the better more bands and artists stand up for their rights in an industry that is only too happy to bleed you dry!! (oh don’t get me started!!) Anywho…. As I was saying. I’m going to continue singing, writing and recording. I’ve got mountains of lyrics I need to get off my chest! So there’ll be no more hissy fits from me for the foreseeable future! =o) Wow I’m in a right mood today! Sorry about that. Must be something in the water! *ahem* (Anyone from Clonbullogue will understand what I mean) *ahem* Ok, moving on swiftly. FILM UPDATE 'Out of Tune' A 20 minute short film, is now wrapped and entering Post Production. Written/Directed & Produced by Paddy Slattery, though this is a low budget Independent project, it has attracted some of the most creative and professional Crew members and Actors available. Editors and Foley Artists interested in being involved please contact us with CV and/or Show reel. Thank you, SAD Mantra Productions ‘Out of Tune’ Coming Soon! Adios amigos, Paddy PS- Here's a wee video my brother recorded on his phone. We were at a Mundy gig recently, where he kicked off his nationwide tour. Well, we all enjoyed a few drinks and a bit of a singsong afterwards in the bar. Bare in mind, I had a lot of alchol consumed and the sun was coming up outside! Posted by paddy slattery on Wednesday, July 09, 2008 at 11:08 |
| GOOD TIMES! (Good Irish Times!) |
Hey fellow reader, I feel a blog update coming on...Jeebus Creebus!!.. its been over TWO months since I last posted! Damn, where's the time gone! Well, things have been getting purty busy around here... I had the honor of playing a gig in The Purty Sessions in Dublin, annnd the The Ruby Sessions! Two of Irelands finest singer/songwriter nights, and they went great! Had an absolute blast and looking forward to doing it again. Since I've last blogged we've played support to 'The Aftermath' in The Button Factory for their debut Album Launch of 'Friendlier up Here' which shot straight in at #26 in the album charts and was named 'Album of the Week' by none other than the friendly Larry Gogan himself! (What a dude!) We've also had the pleasure of supporting 'The Pale' in The Stables recently, and we'll be playing with them in the Tullamore Phoenix Festival in Joe Lee's on July 19th. Cannot wait!! That's been my latest music news for ya without even realizing I wrote it. It feels great to brag haha Ah no, but I have to say, it's a really amazing feeling playing gigs like these. Fingers crossed I get the privilege of playing more in the future. *touch wood/pinch of salt over the shoulder* I suppose the blog titles a bit of a give away, but I did an interview with Fiona Tyrell for The Irish Times recently, and I just want to say a maahuusiff thanks to her for the opportunity and to everyone for the kind emails! The response, for an ordinary joe like myself, was unreal! I think the article can be read from their website if ya run a google search. If ya do get to read it I hope you enjoy. Liverpool were knocked out of the Champions League semi-finals. So what... we were fla'd! Next year baby! As for Man U-shyted winning the cup!!!!! How POXED are they!?!? "Thats why we're champions" me arse... they only won the cup cause John Terry was tripped up as he was running to take his penalty!!! (Its true.. check the replays) ;) Annyways.... I'm not bitter.... FIVE TIMES!!! Thats ALL I need to say. *ahem* ..moving on.... FILM NEWS We're now in Pre-production for my first Short Film titled 'Out of Tune' and all's going well, so far. We begin shooting second weekend in June and I have to say, I'm pretty fortunate with my cast. Some great actors on board, and a highly competent and creative Film Crew too, so I'm excited to see how the next few weeks unfold. (For further information on the Production, and if you're interested in being an extra for some scenes please email me at films@paddyslattery.com or www.myspace.com/paddyslatteryfilms ) Ta. Production Synopsis: 'Out of Tune' is a 20 minute Short Film, set in a restless suburban town, about a young struggling musician who has a nervous breakdown. He decides to quit chasing his dreams, but finds it's not that simple to just walk away from music, which has been his life. (Being a "struggling" musician myself it wasn’t too difficult researching this subject. Also, last year I Wrote/Directed and Produced a Play, and my main actor, who is also a musician has agreed to play this character, and is perfect for the part in my opinion.) This short is an extremely low budgeted, mostly hand-held docu-style piece which will be shot on High Performance Sony Digital Cameras, with immense attention to artistic detail. All shooting will take place on location in Tullamore Co. Offaly. Furtha mo Wanna say Congratulations to Damien 'D'Hoff' Mitchell for an amazing starring role performance in Oscar Wildes 'The Importance of Being Ernest' Produced for the Stage by TADS (Tullamore Amature Dramatics Society) And Congratulations also to Olga Aughey who is cast in the Theatre production of 'One Flew Over The Cookoos Nest' which I hope to see this coming Thursday night in Mullingar. Really looking forward to that! Oh key dokie, I think I'm all rambled out, and my typing arm is cramping up =/ Hope all are keeping well this weather!! Feckin great weather it is too!! chat soon pg Paddy s dx ps - gud luck to everyone doin exams!!!! tis exam season.. hope its not stressin ya out too much. peace pps - Caoimhe, stay safe on that bike!! ;) evil kanevil lol Posted by paddy slattery on Monday, May 26, 2008 at 16:27 |
| Thee ticks, thee tox. |
Apparently I've been suffering from a return bout of I.B.S. (Irritable Bowel Syndrome), Acid Reflux, Bladder Spasms, Kidney Infection and Autonomic Dysreflexia all at the same time. I gotta admit, I've been feeling really ill the last few months because of it, but last week after meeting a herbalist, Emmet Welsh, I'm already, almost miraculously on the mend! Although my complete internal nervous system has been in a mess for so long, the sudden change of diet and herbal remedy dosage has turned my health upside down. Or should I say, the right way up! Incredibly, I feel re-energized and pain free which is such a welcome relief. I cannot remember the last time I felt this good. But of course I've had to make some extreme sacrifices in order to achieve this. Here's an example... Ok, for the next month my diet consists of Homemade Vegetable Soup for breakfast, dinner and if you can handle it, supper too! Thank god I love soup, otherwise I'd be fucked. Pardon my French. No meat nor alcohol either. I've got to go through a complete detox. Already I'm feeling the benefits from it tho which is extraordinary. I LOVE my food, so it is difficult to stay on such a strict regime, and the lovely smells of roast chicken, or the fry up on Sunday morning doesn't help the matter. I guess its a matter of breaking away from an unhealthy routine of bad habits. Like eating half a jar of pickled onions before I go to bed. HAHA feckin mental. It's no wonder my whole digestive system was burnt out. But I'm only a week into this new radical diet. I wonder if I'll be just as determined two weeks down the line? I hope so. I am physically tired of feeling unwell, and like I said before in my previous blog, I've ignored my health for far too long and had my priorities arse over foot. (wrong in other words) I've made a promise to myself that this year I was going to put my health first, and hopefully return to full physical fitness, so that remains my goal for 08. (or should I say oh eight fuck all) Hey, Im allowed swear, its my blog. ;) Annnnnywho.............aside from health matters.... whats been going on in the world of performing arts. MUSIC UPDATE I've decided to take a wee break from the gigs til my health is right, so I'm not back on stage until mid April when I'll be doing some supports for one of Irelands hardest working indie rock bands 'The Aftermath' They are releasing their debut album so it's an honor to be supporting such a quality band of boyohs. They're actually really nice guys too so I'm very fortunate to have met them! Thanks to a certain Joey 'The Goose' Cornally. Cheers Joey(You'll probably never read this but cheers anyhow) ;) I've also had the pleasure of supporting an amazing musician in The Stables in Mullingar lately, by the name of Puzzle Muteson. Ya should look him up on myspace, he's feckin brilliant! And another great band that'll be supporting myself and my band in Loughreys on May 3rd is a new outfit called Lilac Blue. The quality of their style and material is breathtaking! Trust me, this band will be huge! Congratulations to my good buddy Wayne Brennan too, for a great performance at the launch of 'The Potential Collection Vol 2' produced by Barry 'Jazz' Finnegan, founder of 'The Zodiac Sessions'. ''Irelands finest singer/songwriter night'' as quoted by Hotpress. Wayne's precious stand out contribution to the album is a track called 'Make You Smile' which will also feature on his forthcoming debut album titled 'In My Hands' We'll be hearing a lot more from Wayne in the coming months, but to find out more about him, if you check out The Tullamore Tribune this week he will feature in an article written by Ken Hume. A man who knows great music when he hears it and has been a source of support for musicians throughout the midlands. (all the above mentioned can be found on myspace or bebo) FILM PLANS To make a long story short, no pun intended, Im about to produce two SHORT Films. 'Out Of Tune' which will star actor/musician Damien Farrell (Good Heavens, Brother Rufus), about a struggling musician who has a nervous breakdown. and 'No Reasons' which is an intense drama, examining the psychological effects of bullying and suppressed depression which can lead to tragic consequences. (Tho both pieces are very topical, I must add that neither are factual based or biographical) Both scripts are ready to be shot, so I'm now in the process of recruiting production crews and financing, so if you've just read this a feel you may be able to help or contribute in any way please don't hesitate to say. Cheers. I'm passionate about getting these projects to screen as soon as possible so fingers crossed all goes well in the next few months. Special thank you to Tim Leflef (Film Producer) for your guidance and looking forward to working together on these films. I also want to mention a special thanks for the ongoing support from June Carley (Mid103fm 'The Best of Irish Music') Olga Aughey (Red Lizzard Productions & The Offaly Topic) All the Schools around the Country that I've had the pleasure of Visiting already this year. Orla in Galway for film advice. And my lads in the band Mark, Josh, Elton and Aidan. Cheers lads Okay, I'm all blogged out. I'm after working up an appetite for some hot chunky vegetable soup! (arghhh...it doesn't matter how good you try make it sound, it still lacks the same appeal as a lovely Chicken Madras with Pelo Rice and Chips) *cries* hope all who read this are keeping well.......... if not, I'll pass on Emmet Welsh's number ;) take care Paddy Posted by paddy slattery on Tuesday, March 11, 2008 at 12:06 |
| RANT MOAN YAP |
Well well... I guess the year is well and truly on the way. January’s just gone and Spring is in the air! *deep inhale* Ahhh.... *long exhale!!* ........I suppose I should be feeling refreshed after that, but nope, I actually feel... I donno, wrecked is a good work. I just haven't felt any new energy running through my veins yet. Having a bit of a slow start plus the fact that Im coming out the other end of a bad cold, and running a course of anti-biotics for an infection. Blahhh... Being up a 3am writing on my computer doesn't help neither I know....Its just so difficult for me to get into a decent routine. My sleeping patterns are as abstract as a Van Gogh painting! I always make new years resolutions, and my top priority is usually my health, but the older I get the less wiser I become, or so it seems. I never thought it would be so difficult to get healthy and maintain it for longer than a few days, but EVERY time I begin to feel energized or strong, I foolishly slip back into bad habits. I think I'm my own worst enemy in this regard. But hey... no seriously.... I NEED to cop on to myself!! C'MON Paddy, ya lazy gobawn!! This year, 2008, I want to regain control of my life, physically I mean. For the last two years I've been on a roller coaster and it has been an amazing experience, both bad and good but unforgettable, so this year, I feel like Im suffering the physical consequences. I don't even think I have a choice now, I just have to discipline myself and find a healthy balance. I cannot afford to be neglecting my physio. No no no! New leaf has to be turned. And, though I never consider age being a factor, I guess I have to approach the THIRTIES with a wiser sense of responsibility towards myself. I've been burning the candle at both ends for too long now and that's got to stop. Yup, as boring as that sounds, it's got to happen. Right, saying that, I do still have ambitions for the year ahead in relation to my music and filmmaking/writing... This just means Im not gonna break my back tryna get myself out there, rather, Im gonna use the 'sit back and let it come to me' approach. Sounds like a good idea, the only thing needed for this to be a success is for my phone to miraculously start ringing with job offers. Or even offers of funding for a film project! haha fat chance. But realistically, something’s got to give. I've learned a lot in the last two years since launching an album, and this website, and everything that followed there after. Not only about the media or music industry, but about myself also. Ive met great people and made unbelievably amazing new friends. What an experience that I've been blessed with! I plan on taking full advantage of the opportunities in my life and Im optimistic about the future. But but, I know I cannot have jam on both sides, so yes, I now have to knuckle down, wise up, and try motivate myself in a more positive and healthy direction. "A healthy mind a healthy body" ....and all that jazz. =) Ok, sorry for that rant but it's off my chest now and I already feel a sense of relief. Tis very therapeutic this, scribbling your thoughts. lol Anyways..... bring on the Spring, Im ready for rebirth. Posted by paddy slattery on Sunday, January 20, 2008 at 20:30 |
